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| Figure 68.1: Everything in 1 backpack! |
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While packing, a sense of bittersweet came over me. It's that feeling of knowing the "could haves". In this case, its knowing that I could have been going somewhere else, finally meeting my replacement kitty, and heck, even could have been watching Big Fat Quiz of the Year not by myself. But hey, gotta respect her decision, all I could do now is with what I have. The solo trip would probably end up being fun too, but you know... the could haves...
With this, mark the end of my university journey, I hope. Filled with some severe ups and downs (more downs than up I believe, people won't stop dying left and right when I'm literally at my down-est), but as all my classmates says after we walked out of the exam room together: "at least it's done, forget about it, and we should study for tomorrow's exams."
It's been a tough year. If I were to summarize it, I would go something like this:
Year 1: The lazy year. I was literally a like one of those freshmen that just bum around university, not attend class and all those stuff. Drinking and partying every week. Pretty much got nothing done. Man.... I was a slob!
Year 2: The stepping out of comfort zone year. This year was the year in which I noticed that I've been bumming around and practically wasted one whole year on nothing, so I decided to be more "active".
Year 3: The golden year. Very nice time. Met lots of nice people (that isn't in my usual circle). Picked up lots of amazing activities. Heck, lived in another country and all that sort of jazz! Amazing year!
Year 4: What is happeningggggg. Difficult courses. Failing relationships. Failing ankles. Literally cut myself (accidentally). Relatives (that I'm actually close to) kind of passed away here and there. The general feel of stress all year long, and then loneliness furthermore. My uncle can't stop gossiping about this blog.
Not saying there's no good things happening this year, but I might be exaggerating all the good things as I was looking for any... ANY silver lining when I was down. Yeah it was bad. Is it still bad? Well, not as bad as it was, but not super good either. I guess right now it's floating around the middle? My future right now is still unknown. And I guess it all depends on that then.
Ciao, see you when I see you.
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| Figure 68.2: These icicles could kill |
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| Figure 68.3: Teaching me all the important phrases |
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| Figure 68.4: I'd say it's harder to forget though! |
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| Figure 68.5: Monday bad. Saturday good. Hurrr |
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