Mini-rant

  Mid terms are coming up, so I planned for my entire day to be study time.

  Unfortunately, we have confirmed sighting of rats in our home. So I contacted my landlord, and he came and offered to help set up and the traps and everything but my genius housemate sent him off, saying "nah we could do it ourselves". Guess what, right after that, ALL of my housemates left because they have things to do, leaving me to handle this.

  I am mad as hell. Not only do we not have all the tools for this issue, my plan of studying is now all in shambles. And I can't afford to not do any of this. Why is it so hard to clean up after yourself when you're done using whatever huh?! I feel so ashamed when the landlord came and he saw all the breadcrumbs all over the damn kitchen. We all know who did, we all always tell the person, and nothing ever happens. My friends tell me to be like them, to not care just like them, because they can tell that caring is giving me a lot of stress. Well, to me, this isn't an issue of caring or not; to me, this is a normal human decency thing to clean up after yourself. You don't have to be a saint to clean. Heck, you're not a fellow fresh out of some tribe in a jungle, and it's your first contact with all these machines and tools; you're a goddamn university student. In order to enter university, you have to go through secondary school and primary school, so I know you're not a complete idiot. And the rest isn't doing anything about. I'm constantly bringing it up but it's always "ah yes it's annoying but that's how the person is". If that is really how the person is, then we should goddamn kick the person out rather than accepting it because "that's how the person is".

  I am seriously in a state of panic. I want to scream, I want to cry, I just spent the last 5 minutes punching my bed. That means I just wasted 5 minutes. I can't afford to do any of this, I really need to study, but I also need to clean the house and set up traps, which means I also need to go out and buy tools like latex gloves. All of this takes time, and time is something I do not have right now.

  I have said this already and I will say this again, I am mad AS HELL. I'm seriously considering moving out. Even though I'm not sure if I will stay in this province after I graduate, I am seriously thinking of moving out.